Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Im having some serious problems with friends and at home... PLEASE HELP?
I've been having this huge problem this past year. I'm acting very Antisocial, especially around girls, but also a lot of my friends. Im 15. Last year and whatnot I was talking to all my friends, many of which were girls. But lately like I just don't talk to so many of them. I still have a lot guy friends, and I hang out and talk to them a lot, but I'm losing my touch with the girls. I think my Antisocialness is related to my parents like fighting a lot and all that stuff. I haven't told anyone about it but they might be getting a divorce, I don't have any brothers or sisters so its like being alone in a storm. A lot of my friends think I'm really funny, and I tend to make a lot of sexual jokes. This past year I've become extremely close with a lot of my guy friends but drifted from all these girls. It's bad because I'm losing practice talking to girls, and I'm losing a lot of friends. Everyones changing but I feel like I'm just boring and stupid and too-young for my grade. I want to talk to all my girl friends again, and I want to have the social qualities I used to have. I want to be able to deal with my parents problems and not like it subconsciously get in the way of my socialization. Facebook is a huge thing. I used to talk to all these girls all the time on facebook, and now my wall is bare. I sometimes see them online but don't want to talk to them even though I do, I feel like I don't know what to say. I have no ******* confidence anymore and I know its from my problems at home. I used to be boisterous and happy and fun to talk to for girls but now all I do is talk to guys and make sex jokes. I like hate my life sometimes and my hormones and teenagerness isn't helping anything. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO (p.s. i already have a psychologist, he's like my bff) I feel like if I tell people about my problems at home they might have a little more respect for me and be more understand with why I act like ****. but someone PLEASE HELP PLEASEEEEE
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